8 fears

It's almost 2 weeks since last post. I know I broke the rule of 10 day challenge...no explanations this time, anyway nobody is going to hang me :) and after all "rules are meant to be broken".
I've thought a lot to come up with fears and I couldn't count it to 8(again, rules...), so here is the list...

• I feared about loosing someone dear and near, I've lost my uncle and grandma couple of years back, it was tough but somehow I overcame that.


• Snakes, they scare me. I don't know why. Might be because of the conditioning from my childhood.


• Stage fright, of course I've it. It doesn't matter how well I prepare, I'll stammer in front of the crowd. Hope I can wipe it off by attending some workshops.(Don't think I'm giving quick fixes to the problems, when ever I think of stage fright this workshop idea comes to my mind :)....).


• I fear dependency not financial or emotional, but physical. I fear being bed ridden or living a life where I've to depend on others for everything. It's better to burn out than fade away. I would prefer death rather than being a vegetable.


• I'm not afraid of death, yes you read that right, I'm not afraid of death. Everyone dies, today or fifty years from now. so what does it matter. Its not about how long you live, its about how you live.

sps.